blonde ambition.

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 19:08:36 GMT

...this is what i found:

B-

I love you baby, you are the best in the world. Thank you so much for loving me. I don't know what I would do with out you. You are my strength and my hope. You have made me into the man I am today. I cannot wait to be your husband, to see you walk down that aisle in your dress, so perfect and beautiful. I can't wait to start a family with you, to have our life be complete and to grow old together. I love you with all my heart and miss you every moment I am not with you.

I love you so much, forever and ever,
Andrew

p.s.

You are so damn SEXY too!

i love you ANDREW!

Earl

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 15:28:09 GMT

so.
i believe i'm going mad.
listening to my computer teacher who believes he's the funniest thing since cat soup.
(thank you Augusten Burroughs).

and obviously- the reason for this rant is my lack of knowledge
for a good proxy
that will get me through the day.
so. please.
help.

i

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 19:44:40 GMT

just watched Mike Tyson eat frozen yogurt
at some place called Pinkberry.

'nuff said.

new beginnings.

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 23:36:14 GMT

so.
this is definately an awkward flashback of sorts.

obviously life has changed.
and i'm no longer so scared, confused, or just plain disappointed with life.

i am happy.

and here come the new stories.

moving on...

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 20:52:36 GMT

i found my 1st husband, lol. even though someone had already promised himself that position. his name is John Wilson (#14 for BAMA) and he is a redshirt freshman quaterback from Hoover. and, as the overachiever he is, he played baseball at Hoover. ah- he is so adorable. that smile... haha anyway. Bama sent me two ticket vouchers for the Oct. 1st game vs. Florida. its a great opportunity yet again, but i've already promised that day to Josh, so im leaving it up to him. i felt bad even asking him. he has made so many plans for homecoming. im excited either way.

it's so great making new friends. this year is definately going to be interesting!

craziNESS

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 22:26:34 GMT

man, im so happy i dont have Mrs. Fowler. Danielle and Phillip were stressing like insanely over that dumb amendments test.

ne*ways plans were being thrown left and right today on just about everything. Friday's good luck party at Haliegh's for Heather is something to look forward to, and then Danielle and i are going to ride together to the pageant Saturday. and i cant even try to remember what all is going on during the grad exams next week. ugh- i found out today that homecoming is most likely in the smelly cafeteria. but im probably not going to go anyways b/c (1) Bayfest is that weekend and us girls are going to get a hotel room or two or three downtown and (2) im already going to Fairhope's. we'll see but either way im going to have a rad time.

heads up: our MR.DEPENDABLE is a jackass!
im so sick to my stomach to think i was actually worried that something bad happened.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 22:47:39 GMT

wow- i finally quit Liz. Red Star hired me on the spot. i dont know what im going to do when i have to get a serious job b/c i've never had to go through a real interview process. anyways im wicked excited and cant waith to start.

mom took pics of Charli. she always takes random candid pics, but one day i'll take some cute ones...

(this is where the pictures should be)

well im a dumbass and dont know how to post it or my computer is just stupid? so if you want to see them just comment and i'll email.

Bama vs. SOUTHMiss

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 22:12:55 GMT

well im so excited about tomorrow. but i'll have to write about that when i get back. hopefully there will be alot to say. oh, and those players...
lol!

im so happy you got to come home. god, you've changed so much though. and hearing you call it home crushed me. alot of these new insights are great, and im so happy for you. but just remember who you want to be, its your choice. i love you and, once again, i will miss you

WE GOT A PUPPY! she's a Lab-Dalmation mix. we named her Charli! she's 25lbs at 4 months when Laci (who has already bit Charli for eating THEIR food) weighs like 6lbs at 6 months! i'll post pictures when i get back.

odd conversations

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 23:05:46 GMT

"brittany, i love you"
"no, you love her"
"is it impossible to love two people at the same time?"
"i guess not but where's it going to get you?"
"i'm going to marry you one day, dont you think?"
"i dont know?"
"there's so much that i want to tell you but i wont right now b/c im so drunk and you wont believe me"
...

katie is right. he cant have me and her. but now what?

good terms = good night

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 16:16:31 GMT

did you ever wonder why i was awake?
irony...

SHES HERE SHES HERE SHES HERE!!! man im so excited.

So Is It Forever?

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 19:19:53 GMT

its official, i have absolutly no idea what guys think of me. why, after almost two years of not hearing from someone, do they decide to pop up out of nowhere and turn everything upside down. John called Saturday. then he came to see me at work but i was busy so he left and called to say he would be back. then he came back but i didnt even know until he paid for his food and called back again after he left (again) to say he wanted to spend time with me. so i let him know when to come back and, surprise, he did. so i sit there as he tells me how much he misses me and how his feelings have never changed. but what are his feelings? and we kissed. i kissed him knowing, even though he never admitted it, that he had probably broken up with his g/f that morning. so he took me home with an awkward goodbye and promises to work things out with her before anything else. and yet, another hour later, he calls again sounding completely torn b/c now he is hurting two people he loves. what was i supposed to say after all this. he said he didnt know who else to call when they started fighting b/c i had been his best friend for so long and i had always been there before. but he never talked friendship when he was with Mallory and called several times a month after one fight or another they had. he wasnt happy and i knew it b/c why else would he want to go on and on about what we used to have. but it has been around two years since him and Leslie have been together and almost as long since i've heard from him so i knew something was going right. i told him so. i told him not to even think about me and just try to work things out with her.
but what if it doesnt? is he going to come back? or what about the next girl? and the sad part is there are atleast two other guys i can say will do the same thing. b/c they have before. i want to be there for them, because i truly care about them, and in one case i love him. but i cant keep doing it. i cant keep being the girl you run to when things arent perfect for you. i want to be happy too. but i still am. and i stop everything just to be there for you. so now what. how much longer can this last?

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 00:42:58 GMT

i fell like shit. i cant breathe and i've been throwing up all day. i hate being sick. and on top of that Jason fired me for not showing up at work. no one ever told me whether or not we were open. not to mention that i've told him all week i wouldnt be able to work today. i dont know if i should call now or wait for him to calm down be im way to weak to stay up any longer. g'night.

so your a hopeless romantic...

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 01:46:44 GMT

was that a hint?

screw the confusion. dont think about it so much. just go for it!

and so i've had the best two nights.

"im the most interesting person you know"

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 00:27:47 GMT

this w-end has been loads of excitement. friday during 3rd i ran into Ovie in Fairhope walking out of his newest idea. it's Cafe Amour, and the "grand tour" was gorgeous. big ups to everyone, the opening is friday Sept. 2nd. then at Papa's later that night i met the guy who's band is playing for the opening so i got an extra invite. im looking forward to it. ek... saturday i worked at Liz from 12-4 then Papa's from 5-?. i always have fun there but i just get so frustrated with myself when i screw stuff up so then i get pissy. definately need to work on that. oh yeah and i got another top off of complements on my hair which gave me one big self-esteem boost for the w-end. oh, and i love it whenever you have those random people to hang out at last minute.
omg. its official, my dog is psychotic. she's trying to bury her bones in the chair AGAIN!!!

SENIORS-
sushi night at Samari J's tomorrow at 7. we're going to try to keep it going. hope to see you there!

172

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 23:28:53 GMT

i dont want you to completely take it in the context it so easily fits for today, but i just have one question... am i that easily replaced?

9ball

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 18:13:53 GMT

friday was interesting. atleast now i know its great to just see you, with no expectations of anything more happening. i was so glad to see Tristan again, and Michael minus that we didnt talk much. oh well, just a funny story to tell Haleigh.
ugh, yesterday i found out that i am schedule for sat., my senior bbq day. i guess if he doesnt let me off i can do it the next week but then my dad might not be gone and that just sucks. but on the plus side of last night, he kissed me. and it wasnt like "i want to get into your pants". it was like "i've been waiting for this". and i know that might not make total sense but then it does and it was just so sweet. honestly, i feel awful though b/c im just waiting for the day when i totally ruin it.

katie, i miss you sooo much! we dont get to say much during our 10sec calls and i cant wait to see you. is it next week already? well i know everything will get better in time.

i wish i could've wished on that shooting star...

brick wall

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 00:31:19 GMT

all in one moment...

smack!

<--- JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 21:31:25 GMT

okay well SENIOR year has begun... i dont really know how its going to be. most of the people i partied with are gone. i knew this was going to happen. i should've hung around my class more. yeah there's still the weekends, but then who am i going to laugh with about them? it's going to be different. and speaking of, i, brittany michelle cook, am hanging aroung the girls. i've always gotten along with everyone in my class but i never really took the time to make girlfriends. its still different right now, but i know we are going to have a blast. oh and i met a new guy today, Daniel?, i think. he was nice. kinda had a sad story though :( and a new girl, Casey Bonner who is going to be fun, and she lives in my neighborhood.

Brownie

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:27:52 GMT

i cant believe she's gone. i finally find a girl i can completely get along with and shes gone. who am i going to laugh with at random inside jokes? who am i going to go to bruno's with, or john's. i cant talk about half of anything in my life anymore b.c you are the only one that would know about it. this really sucks. 29 days. everything will be fine...

and then on top of that Michael is leaving wednesday. im so worried im not going to see him again, ever. i dont know what to do?

schedules... eek!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 16:57:03 GMT

1st term:

1.Fashion- Galemore
2.Gov- Ponder
4.Art 2- Mercer

2nd term:

1.Office Asst.- Theis
2.Eng. AP- Lapalme
4.Spanish 4- Hodges

4th Lunch

anyone?

...

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 16:39:05 GMT

haha... BRUNOS!

what is going on here?

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 20:26:03 GMT

im losing my mind...

kissed in the mansion...

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:17:32 GMT

last night was insane. i love it when you just randomly run into people that you've never really hung out with before. it makes things seem so new and exciting, and definately unexpected...
cute kit
matching flask
i owe yous (thanks katie)
grateful dead
communal drinks
stolen chocalate
blow torch
climbing street lamps
home movies
chinese fire drill
dancing in the seat
chinese fire drill
wal-mart lingerie
tickled to death
scared to death
piling into the closet
chickens on the basement stairs
duck pond
head on the dashboard

COACH

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 16:48:04 GMT

i love my purse, and the gorgeous picture inside. cait- thank you so much! on you next trip to NYC im stowing away in your suitcase! just think of me there. i would get myself into sooo much t r o u b l e!

well i just checked out the dates for BAYFEST. it's going to be on Oct. 7-9. i really hope that Scott can come. we had a great time this w-end. i just do not want another year to go by so quickly. the Destin trip is coming up soon, if i dont go with him then hopefully he'll spend a night here. two trips to Destin and maybe another to Jacksonville! Back-to-School is looking good.

two weeks and two days...

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 01:39:10 GMT

but im really not counting. i love my list too, and my outlook is just better all around. i really cant wait to start hanging out with old friends. im really missing just everyone. there are so many people that i really cherish as friends that i dont get to see or even talk to as much as i like. i couldnt ask for better people in my life. i want this year to be a melting pot. but in the end life is what you make it...